Messed up!

Too messed up things in my life right now .. sooo tired lah :( Hmmmffff. Maybe sbb tu aku dah kurus kot sbb kusut :(

But my love always beside me when i need him. Skrg die dah pandai show his love beside pendam dlm hati jek. And he gave me this.. Thank you my hero my love..

my love: ♡

Shoe Hunting

OMG! Susah betul la nak cari kasut utk bersanding nih..hihhhh..bukan ape kasut yg default tu sgt rendah ok. Dah la design pon old skool sgt full close depan tu ha aku mmg tak suke. At least ade la terkeluar jari kaki sket depan tu mcm menjelir bak kate hayang ;p

Disini ade beberape choice of wedding shoe yg aku idam2kan selame ini. Biase je just normal show cume mmg susah nak carik la kan.. Kalo boleh aku nak merelip liplap baru dah vogue mase sanding nti..haha

My dream wedding shoe..

Selase lepas aku ialah halfday sbb abg meeting, akak dan budak2 tido Cititel then kami berplan utk berjalan2 ke Jln Tar utk mencari kain2 utk buat baju-bajuan semase kenduri aku nti. Jalan punye jalan dengan budak2 mcm2 perangai lagi, sebaik la tiyu ni penyayang budak2 hehe last2 terjumpe juge kain maroon+krim bunge chiffon ape ntah dlm Nagoya. Baik punye! Susah gile nak carik kain maroon nih. Tp harge die ialah RM11.84 semeter ok, mahal la pule. Tp disebabkan sorg hanye pakai 2meter saje utk baju kurung moden, jd sep la. Tak byk sgt melayang duit aku hehe. Utk kain pule dan baju utk hero2 aku nak carik thai silk kosong ala2 kilat gitu. Ade la dlm RM5-6 semeter. Kire2 balik ramai hero2 yg nak pakai baju melayu satu set ni.. utk aku dan hayang pon ofkos kena ade kan. Bile lagi baju seme nak sepasang dgn family utk pakai raye ke nti kan.. Sibbaik la akak willing to ceponcer sikit alhamdulillah..bleh la beli tp yg bajet2 la kan. Dah nak kena anto tempah nih, bulan 5 ni mama kena stop amik tempahan baju lah sbb kena jait baju kitorg yahuuu!!

Pastu balik ke Midveli semule dgn hayang. Bermulalah shoe hunting kat Vincci+, Nose dan segale kedai kasut yg ade lah. Mggu lepas dah pegi ke Sunway piramed, sampai melecet la kaki ni mencarik kasut tp susah betul nak jumpe yg aku bekenan. Dan smlm buat pertame kalinye hayang ckp die dah letih shoe hunting bersame aku.. huwaaaa sampainye hati die!! Dah tak larat jalan merate dah sbb yg die suggest seme aku tak bekenan. Maap ye syg, i want the besh for our wedding day :D

Dan akhirnye, buat sekian kalinye setelah penat mentawaf midveli tuh, aku jumpe jua kasut yg selame ini aku idam2kan selame ini. Hiyeayy!! Mase tu pulak ade sale utk kasut tu jek, aku rase sbb old stock kot. Coba punye coba, xde size aku then thats is the last kopek still left, size 6 but good condition dan ape lagi aku pon sambar aje lah. Dan keletihan sgt mencari kasut cinderella yg bersize kecil nih huhu. That shop is about quite famous la dan aku tak sangke bleh jmpe kasut idaman aku semurah itu.

Esok tu pule kami ke Jln Tar lg sekali pegi bunge reben. Nak cari reben utk alas dulang hayang. Mama tgh syok2 jahit boleh tak cukup pulak reben itu. Tp xde pulak kt kedai tu dan kami lupe beli katne. Nti pikir balik huhu. Then aku beli beads utk kasut sanding aku. My plan is nak tampal beads kat keliling depan kasut tuh. Tatau la cmne hasilnye nti. Ini adelah sebahagian drpd the making hehe. Saje nak DIY at least boleh save lg utk menda yg bergune juge ;)

Ini ialah the making of my wedding shoe..yg dah siap tggu time sanding nti ok ;)

HIV TEST!!

Wah, im back!! Its been a while tak hapdet blog ku ini. Rindunye nak menulis, menaip tapi xde mase lah hehe. Sebok lah sgt dgn keje skrg ni kan..kononnye..nak pulak dah nak kawen ni kan..padahal xde sebok ape sgt pon, tgk2 blog kawen, baju kawen, pelamin kawen dan macam2 la..exited la katekan dan tengah menghitung jari nih, tinggal beberape hari je lg..oh no!!! Rilex..rilex..fuhhhhhh..

So so so.... just to note ape yg terjadi dlm hidup aku lately ni. Banyak sgt menda yg besh dan menda yg tak besh tp semua tu aku note dlm memory kepale otak aje la. Byk space lg sementare xbyk lg tanggungan, esok luse dah byk beban semua gerenti aku dah lupe dah. Dah la aku ni seorg short term memory lost ok! Tula byk sgt mkn masam2, then manis2 kureng. Pasni kena telan kismis byk2 la hehe..

Ok, for wedding stuff byk jugak la yg dah start but not yet settle. 1stly kursus kawen, dah pegi bulan 12 2009 kat Zura Akademik Bangsar ni jek. Gedebuk gedebak RM100 jugak la sorg. Sgt boring dengo ceramah aje smpai tersengguk2 lah. Akhirnye berjaya juga dpt sijil dan boleh kawen dah yeay!

Then aku dan hayang dah berjaye buat HIV test and the result was negative ok! Fiuhhh! It is compulsory ok for those who wanna get married. So prepare yah ;). Kitorg pegi kat Klinik Kesihatan Batu Jln Ipoh, before that call dulu for appointment then tghari tu terus cek pastu tunggu2 terus dpt result..kejap je kan. Kitorg buat sekali Talesmia test sbb Nono kembar aku tu pon ade but tak serius la. Wife die Nija pon ade and diorg just pembawa saje Adam anak die pon pembawa alhamdulillah tak serius. Skrg ni just bykkan mkn coklat, tambahkan zat besi jek. Kitrg pon maybe ade Talesmia.. Hmm lg 2mggu dpt la tau result die kot.. Harap2 xserius. If the result is positive nti kena counseling utk blablablaaa.. Cam sedih je kan. Tp tula ade org ckp, before bercinta tu dah kena buat test dulu, kalo kite dan pasangan ok baru bleh serius hahaha. Ini dah nak kawen baru buat, redha aje la..

InsyaAllah semuanya akan selamat. Pray for the sake of our love.. Amin

Sadness in me. "Why u so serious'?

Quote Of The Day


"The Bestift is love; truthful, unselfish, unconditional and inexhaustible" stolen wings, we cannot fly, without empathy we shall fall, so ignorantly arrnt. Is this the true nature or humanity?"

by Carissa Patridgen

Happy Bestday Hayang and The Best Moment in My Life! 1 Ogos 2009

Happy bestday to hayang sweet 29th..Fazmin Izzam the most important person in my life! From now on he is my mr.fiance..

Dah tua dah u ek,dah boleh kawen nih hehe. Maap la adiah belom beli lg sbb ekonomoney la hehe. I promise to buy end of this month eh,tunjuk jek nak adiah ape ;) huhu

Hayang, i wanna wish may all ur dreams come true, happily ever after with ur beloved family, and the most important happy with the most lovely person, myself :) I dont want to loose u, in every second,every minutes i want to be with u untill the day i die. I really love u for the 1st time u said im ur "broken sculpture".. I really love the time we had spent together. i really hope our love will end with the happy marriage and cute kids.. thank you syg for being with me untill today..muahh!! xoxo

Past 2 weeks, 1 Ogos 2009 is our lovely engagement. Dgn mendapat restu abah+mummy dan abah+mama everything goes smoothly as a planned.. Alhamdulillah.. Aku dah selamat menjadi tunang Fazmin Izzam.. I/ALLAH kami ikat selame setahun,kalo ade rezeki lebih bleh kawen awal kan.hiyeay!!

Nothing much to say, im so happy+exited and so touching. I want to get a bit rest for all this time trying so hard to make my life so meaningfull. Here's are some pictures and our happy moments..never forget.. ;)